Whats Next

I’m at the point in my separation where I’ve accepted it, for the most part. There are still quite a few things that ruffle my feathers and almost instantly bring tears to my eyes. But I’m a long way from where I was 2 years ago, when I truly realized my marriage was falling apart. And I’m far enough away from the feelings of confusion, hopelessness, and despair that I’ve journeyed through in the last 6 months since my husband moved out.

Today, my court date to likely finalize my divorce is exactly one month away, and I’m looking forward to putting this part behind me. But I honestly don’t quite know what exactly I’m supposed to be doing with myself. I keep reading and hearing about the “self-discovery” that can come during this time. But I’m a little baffled as to how I get that started. I feel a bit stuck, maybe paralyzed a little with thoughts of how? Is there a list I can refer too? Should I make my own? Do I just start doing random stuff and see what feels right? I have no idea.